Forebodings and Feasting.

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“I am an old man and have known a great many troubles, but most of them never happened.” Mark Twain

Proverbs 15:15 sets the scene for this regularly visited, now edited blog post ‘All the days of the desponding and afflicted are made evil [by anxious thoughts and forebodings], but he who has a glad heart has a continual feast [regardless of circumstances]’.

What if my child gets sick?

What is a foreboding? The dictionary describes ‘a feeling that evil is impending or that something bad is going to happen’.

Ever had that? Have that?

It can often happen when you have experienced disappointment. The habit of waiting for the next bad thing, or, on the other hand I speak to some who feel so blessed, and things are going so well, their mind hovers around ‘things are so good something will go wrong soon enough’.

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I find evil forebodings can be constant, an irritation, a dripping tap of what ifs and dread. You know the storm will come, it’s just when.

What if it happens again?

That familiar, subtle presence hovering over and gnawing at our everyday existence. Solomon exhorts us to ‘Catch the little foxes that are ruining your vineyard’.

Catch them. Name them. In this case evil forebodings.

What if they reject me?

You need to know I am not one to give ‘the obvious’ Christian answers, you know by now that I’ve known and still the know the reality of struggle and darkness in my family – but I do know the freedom of God’s promises.

What if nothing.ever.changes?

Isaiah 30:18 says: “Therefore the Lord [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you…. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him….”

Joyce Meyer writes ‘God is looking and longing for someone who’s waiting for Him to be good to them. God wants to be good to you, but you have to be expecting Him to move in your life’.

What if he doesn’t get better? What if….? What if….? Arggghhhh. 

Again, the other half of the verse says ‘he who has a glad heart has a continual feast (regardless of circumstances).

You might feel like it would be easier to paddle board across Niagara Falls than find a glad heart status and if this resonates with you and the forebodings are something you are experiencing ask someone to pray with you, to speak life over you and remind yourself of God’s word for your life.

We were not meant to handle life alone, I love the power of community.R

Remember this…‘fear fears community‘. 

Does this verse speak to you?

Have you been able to recognize the forebodings that gnaw at you, the little foxes destroying?

Do you need to be reminded of God’s promise again today?

 

I’d love to hear from you – leave me a comment.

Enjoy a feasting weekend, love Michelle xoxo

 

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6 thoughts on “Forebodings and Feasting.

  1. I often have these “little foxes” running through my mind, attempting to distract and defeat. There have been times in my life where such thoughts have made way to full blown anxiety. I have learned over time to ignore their comings and goings but your post today encouraged me to face them, call them out and call on the One who promises and protects. Thanks for this Michelle!

  2. Thank you Michelle, again. I’ve learned when these evil forebodings want to engulf me, I need to change my perspective from horizontal to vertical. Too much attention given to those “little foxes” only brings me down.

  3. Hi Michelle you prob dont no me but i prayed for you when you were a little girl and you were poorly. I also prayed for your mom an dad to become christians, that seems like so many years ago now, and here you are a beautiful young woman of God doin what God has called you to do and doing it fantastically!!!! I love to read your blogs so full of truth an encouragement, it makes me feel so so blessed to know how much you love and trust and rely on the God who made you , and to think all those years ago i played a small part in that!!!! Much love to you and your family Linda xxxxx

    • What a lovely message Linda. Thank you for your prayers all those years ago and your encouragement today. God is so faithful! Mom is visiting us in Canada at the moment 🙂 Stay in touch. Michelle x

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